What It Means to Stay Awake

Btw I received my offer letter this afternoon. Tak tulis pon suruh start bila!!

Bengong betul! How am I supposed to know

Mix oats, hot milk and some honey or sugar. Add the apple cubes and some nuts or sunflower seeds. And voila!!! Kalau guna oat bran lagi sedap but mahal sikit ah If you like it to be aromatic, sprinkle some cinnamon powder. Awww… I’m drooling!

I found that the fastest way to slim down my figure is by eating oats and lots of oats. But eating oat can be boring. So I have to be creative

• Okay after talking to him and give it many, many thoughts, I have decided that juggling two things at one time may be difficult and tiring. So I choose to concentrate on doing my master instead of working+part-time study. I hope I’ll get the fellowship or at least the graduate teaching assistant scheme. Kalau ada rezeki lah, insyaAllah. Let’s destiny show me its way. I really, really hope I will not regret this.

• I think I’ve turned into a clingy Velcro and needy gf. Sometimes when I’m being indecisive, I asked him to think for me. When he insisted to do so (because actually I’m the one who should do the thinking anyway), I get mad *sigh*

• Pfttttt… I don’t feel good! I really don’t.

• Tomorrow will be a looooong day for me. I should get some rest. A deep sleep. Haihhh~

Eh, how to tell something to someone whom you used to be close with tapi sekarang dah menyampah? I have something to tell her regarding her post-graduate application. Aihhh, I had deleted her phone number lepas habis belajar haritu. I just want to tell her that she should post the final result in order for her application to be approved. If not, IPS will hold her application.

Baik tak aku? Even menyampah kat dia pun, regardless what happened pun, I’m still thinking of telling her kan? Kan? Kan?

That’s what we call ethical responsibility. Bukan hypocrisy ok? Sebab aku rasa, tak baik lah kalau application dia being rejected sebab aku tak bagitahu dia untuk hantar result exam. Lagipun bila kita tutup opportunity orang sebab dengki, hatred or balas dendam, karang Tuhan bayar cash plak. Takut last-last aku tak grad walaupun dapat sambung master. Haishhh…

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Update:

Okay, managed to find her phone number. Aku sms pendek gile: Hantar final result yang dah disahkan kat IPS health campus. She replied: Aku tak siapkan proposal pun lagi. And that’s it. Aku tak reply lagi dah. I can be a cold-blooded creature you know. Plus I’m very good at ignoring people. No, I don’t hold grudge. But sometimes I don’t forgive and forget. Ok, agak childish pulak. Ahahahaha

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Ps: I’m thinking of start master lepas raya kot? Hurmmm… Peninglah!

I don’t know why I like you so much

Apakah? Apa susah, you like someone because you like someone

Walaupun that someone tu selalu emo ek You are annoying. But I like you so much

Iye, vice versa too.

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How to be happy when everything sucks? Check this out. I think it’s good.