If you lied to me just to make me feel bad for what happened or what did not happened between us, congratulations! Your mission has been accomplished.

And now F*CK OFF!

This is just a joke yeah. Muhaimin is my BFF actually. Kawan dari kecik-kecik dan sumpah dia takde perasaan langsung pada saya. And I think he’s gay. HAHAHAHA…

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Ps: Weathermann jangan kecik ati ok You’ the best!

1. I got back my old hotmail email address yesterday! Yeay! Thanks to Saperin since he’s the one who created it for me I created that email address during high school I guess? Since I didn’t logged into that account, Hotmail recycled my email address. It was used by a Brazilian woman who has a same name with me. Errr… In Arab, my name means “keinsafan”. I wonder what it means in Portuguese, maybe. (oh, I googled it and turns out that Portuguese is the official langugage of Brazil).
2. Some people will always have that soft spot in your heart. Now I truly understand that.
3. I feel bad for hurting you, even if it was already 9 years ago.
4. And it feels a lot more worst because after everything I did, you still are very, very nice to me; same as 9 years ago.
5. I truly hope that you didn’t almost gave up your life because of what happened or what did not happened between us.
6. I’m feeling under the weather today. Dear Weathermann, do heal me Apakah?

Little Joy – Unattainable

Her voice is oh-so-sweet! Reminds me of The Do. Both singers have great voice

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Okay, I know that lately I’ve been posting lots of YouTube videos. What can I say? Since Celcom broadband connection is quite okay these few days, I indulge myself in lotssss of video clips. I’ve watched Sum41’s, Taylor Swift’s, Lifehouse’s, and a few indie bands from US I love indie music since their songs are “rare”. When I said indie, never let Hujan crosses you mind please! Thank you.

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I need relationship advises. I hate to constantly arguing with Weathermann. Though he can be clueless and emotionally unavailable at times, I do realize the fact that my temperamental nature DO contribute to his clueless-ness and emotionally unavailable-ness. Are there such words? My bad!

Anger management baby. Even though it does not come to the extent where I was so agitated that I cursed him, I still think that I need to change for good. But kata orang, kesedaran tu ada. Cuma nak berubah tu susah. Plus I always believe that even though people “might” change, internally or deep down inside; we are pretty much the “same old us”.

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Anyway, I’m kinda happy to manage to keep in touch with my old school mates. Kudos to Facebook Why all the sudden? Actually I’m trying to be a “people person” since I personally think that being an antisocial is not good in working life. As so much as I hate talking to people, I DO love talking to patients. But working life isn’t about patients only. It’s about colleagues and bosses too! Ready or not, I have to change.

Okay, I’m ranting too much. I should go.

Till then, hugs and kisses!

Today’s quote:

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will.

So don’t worry about people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

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Being me, typical me. I always been the one who never make enough efforts to keep in touch with people that matters in my life. I know, I’m suck at committing and maintaining a friendship. But I sure am good at neglecting people who didn’t really important to me. Somehow, I’m getting too carried away by that attitude until I’m hardly around when my friend (let’s call her M) is in trouble.

You should have come to me.
Well, maybe I should have contacted you more often.

I am disappointed with myself. For not being there for you through the hard times, for not listening to your problems etc.

Although I’m not always around, I just want you to know I always care for you. We’ve been friends since Standard 1. And I’m not gonna let it slip away. We should meet up this Eid. I miss you! I miss those gossips that we used to share together.

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Ps: Kudos to Azrul for the post title. You rawks!

Taylor Swift – You Belong With Me

I love this song and the video Actually, I love Taylor Swift’s music. And actually, I DO LISTEN TO COUNTRY! Okay, I hear you laughing. Uhuuu~

Lily Allen – The Fear

Lily Allen – Fuck You

She cuss a lot, always get wasted and kinda a problematic celebrity I guess? But her music is awesome! Err just like Amy Winehouse. Great music but sucks at being a role model. Huh~

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Okay, I posted lots of video recently huh?

Ini sangat comel! I love this so much

Weathermann, sila tengok! Kalau tak saya rotan! *ugut dan paksa*

We promised that we’d stay friends even when it was all over.

But I didn’t

I lied.

The Blower’s Daughter by Damien Rice

This is why I’m so in love with Damien Rice!
Great voice, nice songs.
He is awesome